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Better Late Than Never Right?

Ok so St. George (a couple weeks ago) was totally fun! I loved spending time with the girls. It was so good to get away for a while and rekindle our love. 

We went to St. George temple. It  was so much fun and so beautiful!!!

We laid out at the pool for way too long! (ive got the peeling skin to prove it!) 

Nelsons!!!! this place was visited more than once!! gotta love that frozen custard!

The girls before the run!

The whole crew before the run!

FUN IN THE CAR

the girls after the run

me and gea just havin fun

me and gea after the run

burst of energy? perhaps..

too small... 

....yeah

we loved our glow stick glasses

mustache 

happy girl

cruisin'

kyles favorite singer= Justin Bieber




This whole trip was a total blast. Im so happy that I have such great friends that have been so great to me all these years. It is a blessing you guys in my life.

"Real friendship is STRONG, stable, yet fragile, and never to be taken for granted."

Seven years strong.. and many more to come.


LOVE YOU!!!!

Rekindle Me

Im about to embark on an adventure with some of my best friends. 

I cant wait to rekindle our love, reminisce on past times and make many more memories!!! 

sooooo excited, I can harldy sleep!!! 

(naturally I wait until 12 o'clock to do my laundry... stupid stupid stupid oh well!) 

SO PUMPED!!!! 

love you!! :)

blast from the past

COMING SOON

memories made on the trip

probably some weird pictures

and much more!! 

Love Love Love

My Friends

Fresh Cut Grass

Cafe Rio Chicken Salad

The Beach

Reading Books

Campfires

Camping

Playing Soccer

 The Braves (specifically Chipper Jones)

My Family

Baseball Games

This on the screen at baseball games

My Ring!!!

And last but most definitely not least...

MY FIANCE!!!

you guys have been so great to me. I

 love you all so much and I cant wait for the times we have ahead of us. 

Thank you so much for all your love and support!!!! 

I couldn't live without you. You are the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!   <3

Apologies and Pet Peeves

Apologies
My apologies go out to my followers and others who read my blog on a regular basis... im sorry im such a crappy blogger. I only have four posts including this one... im the worst. 


Pet Peeves
Waking up in the morning and the sun is blaring in the windows. So naturally I throw on a short sleeve shirt and capri's and walk outside to find its freezing cold. jokes on me. 


Stubbing my toe on the leg of my bed. 


Charlie horses in my calves in the middle of the night that wake me up and have me acting like a freak show for a solid 5 minutes straight...


When I go to start my car and it makes odd noises but decides not to start. 


Losing things.. like my mind, right before a test.


Getting in the shower to find out that there is no warm water left.


Kinks in my neck that prohibit me to turn my head properly and causes me to look like a robot when I attempt to have conversations with others.


When I go through the bank drive through and the teller asks me if im old enough to drive.


Having to revise a semesters full of work in one weekend because my teacher decides to make us do a semester portfolio. 


Thanks for letting me vent for a little. love you all!!!

Loving My Unhealthy Lifestyle

Ive been laying in bed for the last two hours thinking about the craziest things. Most of them have to do with a special certain someone in my life. But as I was laying here I got to thinking if I have ever been IN love. I came to a conclusion. Here is my theory on this crazy thing called love. There are two parts to love: being IN love with someone, and loving someone. Sounds the same right? -- Wrong.
There are many people that I have loved in my life. From my secret crushes through out school to my closest friends and of course my family. I love a lot of people, but i've only ever been IN love with one.

The difference between being IN love and loving someone is simple. You can love a lot of people, but for me personally there has only been one person that I have truly loved more than myself, this is how I know that i'm IN love. Sounds weird but if you really think about it, its completely true. Everyone loves themselves.. even if they don't want to admit it; they do. Its part of the human mind. A necessary part of living. If you don't love yourself, then you are incapable of survival. 

When you find someone that becomes part of that if then statement, thats when you know.  If you don't love (insert name here), then you are incapable of survival. This is where i'm at right now. Fighting over the fact that i'm actually IN love. Why do I fight it? Its a hard thing to do. Giving something more than words can explain to one single person and hope that they will return the favor is a scary thing to do.

A good friend of mine and myself once had a scenario (for lack of a better word) that we used to give to each other to try and explain our boy situations. It has to do with a cliff.
Being on the edge-- Yeah I kinda like him, but i'm still lookin
Hangin off the edge-- I like him, but i'm not sure if he likes me or not
Falling-- Waiting to see if they will "catch" you so to say
This is where it splits. They either "catch" you or they don't.
            **Catch: they like you, and inform you of their interest in you

As I refer back to this, I'm trying to think of a way to explain how I feel through this. Ive decided it's not possible. There aren't words that can explain the way I feel.(I'm so cliche it kills me.) But its finally true. Id thought that I had been in love before... I was completely wrong. What I feel now doesn't even compare to my past relationships. I'm finally happy. Truly happy. And theres only one person who has ever made me feel this happy.

I am IN love... so much, I swear its unhealthy.

Life As We Know It

Have you ever stopped and actually taken in something you do everyday? I know this might sound dumb to most but I actually did this today. As I was getting off the freeway on my way home from school, the same one I take almost everyday, I took a second and looked around me. The trees, the garbage, the man standing on the corner with the sign reading "Have 2 children. Anything will help," and the ugly freeway overpass that blocks the incredible view of the mountains.

(Ok so its not the best picture.. )

Lets start off with the trees. Although it's winter and they aren't near as pretty as they usually are there is still a beauty about them. It's a small section that has survived the torment of man. A small piece of nature that holds strong against what we have molded the world to be. I like to apply this to myself in a way. I am not perfect to the world. The world has molded people into believing they aren't good enough. Well guess what, forget the world. No one is perfect. Not even the models in magazines. Everyone is good enough for something, its just up to us to find what that something is.

Next lets go to the garbage all over. Really people!?! Is it that hard to put your garbage in the trash? I know i'm guilty of littering, who isn't? But the thing is, it's been a problem for a long time now. We need to step our game up. I'm not a "tree hugger" so to say, but wouldn't it be nice to be able to look outside with out seeing garbage everywhere?

Ok on to the man with the sign. I understand that sometimes people get into rough situations, and with this economy i'm surprised we don't see this on every corner, but when you have a sign that says anything will help but you turn down food from someone kind enough to give you a second look you, you deserve to be on the street. If I really needed help that bad, no way I would turn down food. So to all the hobos out there... stop being so selfish. Take what you can get or leave us alone.

Lastly, the freeway overpass. I know nothing can be done about it. It has to be there in order to get where we are going, But as I thought more about it I began to feel claustrophobic.  Trapped in the city with no where to go. With all the things that we are trying to make bigger and better, we are ruining the earth. Is it necessary to demolish every part of nature we can? no. Some of us enjoy being able to get away from the city. Go some where that you can actually hear your own thoughts. It is the best place to be. You can spend all day doing absolutely nothing. Its beautiful.

To wrap this up.
Take advantage of the little moments in your life, pay attention to what is happening around you and do what makes you happy. 

The Pigeon and the Slug

Once there was a pigeon and a slug. They both lived very different lives, but as they began to embark on the adventures of life, they made a blog. Then along came a lion cub, creeping through the internet. The lion cub began to watch the blogs and wanted to be just like the pigeon and the slug. Although her life isn't as interesting as theirs, she decided to make a blog of her own. She thought to herself, "maybe if I make a blog, cool things will happen to me that I can write about." So here she is. Making a blog, in hopes that she can somewhat even put herself into the same category of the pigeon and slug.  The lion cub misses them very much, and hopes that when they return they will visit her, until then.. they and any other creature that wants can read her sorry attempt at a blog.

THE END